The Ultimate Realization
I had a stroke back in 2000, and an Angel came to me and healed me of it. In the twelve years since that happened I have done much research on the universe, quantum physics, the near death experience, our reality, the psychology of human thinking, and the nature of God, whom I choose to call "The All", and have made many realizations and understandings as to what the truth really is. To begin with, there are many truths. There are ultimate truths, but most importantly, there are relative truths. Most everyone is going to believe the truth that is relative to their experience, to what their perspective of it is at the time. That being said, I will do my best to explain the truths and realizations that I have discovered through all of my research.
The first truth is that I should not be sitting here right now typing this out for you. I should be in some nursing home suffering from all the disabilities that a stroke does to you. But for some reason "The All" saw that I deserved another chance at life. Maybe it was so that I could try to explain to you the ultimate realizations I have made. You may choose to call them truths, I choose to call them understandings. I will try to tie together everything I am going to explain to you, after all, it took me twelve years to come to these understandings, and some are going to be very hard to believe, non-the-less, they are true. I have written two books I have on my website and am working on my third called "Planet of the Children" that goes into great detail about who we are and what we need to do in order to continue in our evolution.
So here is the most difficult truth to understand. The illusion. Everything that we perceive in our world is an illusion. When people hear the word illusion their first thought is that it isn't real. That is a misleading perception. The definition of an illusion is something that deceives by producing a false or misleading impression of reality. So here is the way it really is. Everything is made up of atoms, and these atoms do not touch each other. There is a negative force around them that keeps them from doing so. Our bodies and everything around us are made up of them. So the real truth is that everything has space between them. The walls and ceilings of you house, your car, all the buildings, everything, has space between them. Now you can understand why phone, radio, and TV waves and signals can go right through them. Just by using your cell phone in you house or work verifies this fact. So everything must not be as solid as we perceive it to be. "The All" did the most wonderful thing when He created our brains. Our senses tell us that everything is as real as we perceive it to be, when in actuality, it is something totally different. Colors and sounds and smells are all illusions, but our brains make them very real to us. Time and space are just a few more aspects of the illusion.
Time is a mental construct. We have past and present programmed in to our thinking, when really there is only the now. What time is, are really events that we experience. But you say no, time flows always to the future, and we remember the past. The past is just that, an event that has happened in the now. The future consists of events that happen in the now. So here is the funny thing that is happening. "The All" created the ego in each and every one of us. It is a necessary step in our evolution. It gives us the perception of separateness. The "me" and the "I" that we all think that we are. The ego has to have the past and the future in order for it to have an identity. The ego tricks us into identifying with it so we can somehow enjoy the illusion of separateness, when all the while, what we really create is a very dysfunctional world. It creates the illusions and the feelings of need and want and fear in us, and no matter what we get that we think that we need, it is never enough. We always want more, or think we need more. It has totally subverted us from the actual need and the care of the many, because in truth, we are all connected, all one.
So why is the ego necessary? I have read about many near death experiences, among other books that have led me to the understanding of "The All's" realm. That is our true home. It is made up of this wonderful and magnificent Love. But how are we to understand all of the many universal aspects of Love. Welcome to the Earth realm. It is designed for us to have all of the experiences that are the opposite of His realm. That is part of our evolution. And part of that is to learn how to ascend our ego's, the illusion of the separation, for as Jesus said, "I am nothing without my father". He is talking about the connectedness that we all share. We are nothing by ourselves. Wars have been waged because of this separation. Do you think we have learned anything yet? That maybe unity is the way to go?
And now for the greatest realization I have made. There is no death. What we perceive as death is merely the shedding of our external body, much as a caterpillar sheds its body to become transformed into a beautiful butterfly. We too, when we shed our bodies, shall return home as beautiful butterflies. Once there we shall have our life review, but we will not be judged by our Father, we shall be the judges of ourselves. We will see and feel everything we have done to others during this life experience. This is what I have gathered from near death experiences.
So the really, really big truth is that life is one giant play, and we are all the performers put here to experience all the different ways to live and die. But you see, "The All" experiences all of this through us. "The All" was a vast ocean of consciousness. He knew that He was, but how could He experience that? He collapsed on Himself into a singularity, and then blew His consciousness up. That was the big bang that our scientists talk about. Out of that He created all of the various events I call the "now". That is why His realm is timeless, and time doesn't really exist. But it is the greatest way for Him to experience Himself through us. So you see, we are never really alone, there is nothing to fear. physicists have proven that it takes consciousness to collapse the quantum field in to our reality. We do have the power to create. It is through our power of belief. So far we have turned our beliefs into nightmares. It is when we start to "know" how powerful our beliefs are that we will see real change in our world, and real change in how we treat one another. That is when the miracle of "forgiveness" will step in and let us continue on our journey of evolution. That is why Jesus said that if you have faith even as small as a mustard seed, nothing will be impossible. Faith equals belief, and the step beyond that is "knowing". Then we will have some great experiences for our Father. Amen.